mizie werld

2009-08-23T23:58:00.002+08:00

its over between me n her. some things are just not meant to be. now, im carrying on with life. im going NS on the 15th of sep. and till then, i'll be werking alot.

2009-08-07T05:13:00.002+08:00

not blogging often. like super duper only when i got nothing better to do. updates on me; currently working like a lot as freelance camp trainer and bartender/server at Home Club. need me urgently just beep my handphone. and oh, i got silver/2nd for silat tournament which is fccking unacceptable fer me. and result of my MRI scan shows that my anterior cruciate ligament is completely torn. wtf.

cheers!

2009-06-12T00:01:00.003+08:00

GOOD NEWS!
i am recovering. i went to the doctor this morning and thank God my fever is not so serious. i mean, not the H1N1 laa. touch wood. and i hope i can recover fully by saturday so i can whip my opponent's ass real hard.

and to end off today's post, i miss this babygirl like super a lot.

i miss you laaah, baceyn!

2009-06-10T23:20:00.003+08:00

my fever's getting worse. i went swimming to bring the temperature down. but it doesnt seem to make much difference. anyway, i was surfing the net. and i fell in love with these two ladiesss.

rossa; omg she is so freaking cuuuuuute! look at her music vids and im telling you, i melted.

and LADY GAGA! she is like super hot and i love blondes! *yummy*

and my post is sure to make my babygal jealous. so, im sorry bby! they are just irresistible.

2009-06-09T19:43:00.002+08:00

today is the most most most boring day of my life. maaan, i'm down wit a fever and i felt so weak. and no one is free to go out wit me. i mean, i dont mind going out with a hot forehead, but im sure not gonna go out alone. awww mannn, and i spend the whole day like a sick person (which i am) on my bed when im suppose to be out there training for my upcoming match.oh God please, please get me well soon.

2009-06-08T19:17:00.003+08:00

damn. its been like centuries since i touched this blog. the reason is, since skool ended, i havent been touching my laptop a lot. i havent even been on msn nowadays. and furthermore, working in an outdoor field is giving me lesser time to even turn on my lappy. so now that i am finally pressing on this keyboard, lemme update on the going-ons of my world.

firstly, i would like to give the loudest, best shoutout to my campers from bedok south sec for being one of my awesomest kids. their campfire performance was so funny and i love em alot. too bad didnt get to snap some shots wit em. nyahaha.

i have officially graduated from Ngee Ann Poly.*applauseapplause* and now i am currently waiting to waste my time in national service before going into my career. graduation day was a blast, though i wont post any pics here cos i look super duper funny in that graduation gown that i even laughed out loud at myself in the mirror.

on the third of june, gf and me is officially celebrating our 7 beautiful months together! we didnt had a big one this mth. we just went to watch the super-hillarious-funny-kelakar-nak-mati Night a the Museum 2 and chill after that. we have been having a great greater greatest relationship all this while with the usual couple arguments but believe me girlllll, u are my only one of a kind.=D

inter school silat tournament had started. and we have two more days to the end of the tournament; 13 and 14 june. and here are those still in the tournament; apen, bob, syaza, ipong, nadia, nabilah, hafiz, iskandar, midz and adzuan. not forgetting my cuzzin from TP zul. my fight is on saturday; semi-finals. and all i want for this last year of competing is a darn shiny gold medal around my neck on 14th june. after that, im gonna enrol boxing wit my brother. woohooo.

to end this off, i miss everyone. including this girl ryte here!

2009-05-26T00:18:00.004+08:00

I've to wait till his back with his arm wide open. Another whole week of being a solitude really sucks. Anyway baby, that was specially made for you.

2009-05-22T03:13:00.001+08:00

I've got no idea why I kept logging into babyboy's account when I got mine. Dangs! I'm soooo gonna get from him when his back from camp. HAHA

"Sexy, I love you as always and never wanna be apart from your embrace."

2009-05-17T18:47:00.002+08:00

saturdaay. motorcross show at sg flyer was superb. went with azman, apen, keegan, yatPelik and nad. and i love the high flying stunts they showed us. and the crowd goes BAAACCCKK FLIIPPP! and the word just got stuck in our heads. you shd had seen our faces. our mouths are like open-ed the whole time seeing those bloody daredevils.

okay.
i wanna watch angels & demons!

2009-05-13T14:20:00.002+08:00

i just discovered that all this while, the injury i had to my left knee is damage to my anterior cruciate ligament. the acl. you can just wikipeia-ed the word and find that damage to this muscle is crucial. fuck. now im super worried about my leg.

fer erwinato's birthday, we went vivo before pool-ing at cineleisure. just hang around most of the day. and i finally got my black jacket that i have been wanting fer months. cost me a hefty 70 bucks. but u just gotta have it.

had my graduation ceremony yesterdaaay. and i was like close to tears having to leave schooling days. and suddenly, its work life. omg. im gonna miss the fun moments in skool, the mugging and the project presentations. omg omg omg. its like so quick, and im half a grown man. FUCK. i dont wanna growwww!

silat training is starting to be intensive. abang zulfakar has started his usual training regime. i was close to breathless due to his hard training. but we gotta endure. and i wish Ngee Ann is gonna win overall chmapionship again this year. and for me, a personal gold medal.

2009-05-11T11:51:00.001+08:00

happy 20th birthday to

Muhammad Erwin Shah Evan Dawson!

without him, i would not know brotherhood.

2009-05-06T23:28:00.004+08:00

hello kawan-kawaaan! okay firstly, i would like to wish my dearest gf a super happy six monthsary! kay, i may be a little belated in blogging on our monthsary. its suppose to be on the third, but hey, its the nawaitu that counts kaaan. and a few werds fer my one and only; iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou!

on labour day, had a lil NL overnyte in commemoration of alawiyah's bday. we ton-ned at east coast park. had some photos for u guys to see. we played bingo at night. and we did small bettings. we forked out about 80cents. and i won like $4 plus. hahaa. that was not so baad. we did a lot of cycling. we cycled faaaar till my leg still hurts now.

baby & me

scissors

on 3rd may, NP silat had a frenly with STA, as usual-_-, and sadly, only a few won; midzi, hisham and me. i had to say our fighters did well out there. but still, STA are just too good fer us. hopefully we can continue improving till competition.

silat freshman orientation was super happening. i was the emcee for the day. and i tried to make it as fun as possible and it happened! to me, this is the best freshman camp ever. we did a few things i got from camp trainer's job like the cheers and boom-chika-booms.

till then, toodles!

2009-04-20T23:54:00.004+08:00

today, went out with gf. we aint do anything much. she got her injection, went to AMK Hub's coffeebean to meet her manager. oh ya, shes gonna be working there soon. and we went town, window shopping. money is such a bitch. its so hard to get, yet so easy to go.

okay people. here are the pictures that i owed you guys. there aint much, cos i am super sleepy now. and i hate waiting fer this darn lappie to slowly load the pics up. when im awake and fresh, i'll be uploading moreee!

Esplanade Outing

me n gf, duhh.

step kiuttt.

brother brother ketat aku.

Karaoke

erwinato & the gals

people who make it happen

2009-04-19T02:09:00.002+08:00

(Whispering) Psst! Annie here. I know I'm so bad that I hacked into his account just to upload this pic. Anw, look at him he's getting much more tanner ever since he's back from camps. But how tanned or how dark he looks even like a nigga, I'll sure do still love him and he knows. No one will love him like I do. Beat that, nigga'. Ok, great I'm so gonna get from him for hacking into his blog and upload this sungguh-tidak-perlu picture. Night folks! :D

2009-04-18T21:53:00.001+08:00

omg. its been like 2 weeks plus ey, blog? ive been working often in the past two weeks. and oh, before i start i would like to say congratulations to my primary 5 kids from
Meridean Primary(if that is the correct spelling) cos my Brazalia kids are super duper awesomeeee! you guys deserve to win and trust me, i enjoyed my 3 days wit you all and i love you guys a lottt!

okay. on the 4th of april, went to sentosa (agaaaain) with babygal, erwinato, yatPelik and her group of frens from her skool. well, i thought it would be nice getting to know her cliques better. and the best part of the whole thaang is, she got me a cake for our 5th monthsary prezzieee! and oh, its not chocolate some morreee! haha. we had a hell of a photoshoot, but it can only be uploaded when baby return me my hard disk full of our photos dated back from our karaoke outing. to our esplanade outing. ohhh, i want the pics lah bby!

the sun is getting stronger. and nowadays, the weather is like F-ing hot. and i werked as a belayer for the past week. and im just like 2 tones more to becoming a nigger. and pay havent come in yet. and im desperately in need of money, money and new shoes.

kay, my post is short cos im tired, and gf kept pestering me to update this journal. and oh, im getting F-ing darker. will upload pics soon.

2009-04-03T16:46:00.005+08:00

i am becoming more tanned! SHIT!

this blog is super dusty now. i havent been to it fer like weeks. well here's how i been these days. i been working fer like 3 days a week on camps, in which the recent ones are canberra primary. and the most recent one is working as a belayer for chong zheng primary. izmirBobby, fiqPikachu and I werking 2 days straight as a belayer really got our necks aching due to the constant lookin up at the climbers. will upload some of our pics at werk.

saturday. izmirBobby, erwinato, fiqPikachu, arina, emie and me. we went to sentosa. along with a new fren, ben, and erwin's family and cuzzins. we had an absolutely fun time. we played frisbee, rugby, soccer and some camp games. and captain's ball in the sea. food was brought, so we had an outing-cum-picnic and by the time it strucked six, we were all tanned. but it was worth it.

monday. we went karaoke-ing. erwinato, fiqPikachu, leila, aishah, arina, gf annie and me. the eight of us sang our hearts out for 4 hours straight and i must admit it was one of our most enjoyable outing. and unfortunately, the pics are still wif my dearest. and im gonna upload them as soon as i got em aite, kids?

tuesday. i went for silat wif erwin, izmir and fiq. well, NP Silat is having a camp. i felt bad not being able to join them due to my camp trainer's job commitments. so, i thought i would just drop by and join the evening training. it was fun. we had sparring. and i had a good fight with bob. but i felt so so so so so F-ed up cos my technique and skills are what they say in malay; berterabuh. i hate losing. and im gonna have to buck up a lot of my skills.

wednesday. fiq, mir and i are belayers. belayers are those buggers who have to be the anchor of the ones climbing the high elements activities and in our case, is the Challenge Rope Course. so we spent almost 6 hours a day, with our hands grasping ropes, helmets on our sweaty heads and necks facing upwards. but our job is done by 6pm and we get to go home unlike camp trainers. well, we have the weekend to rest before working as camp trainers for Merridean Primary on 7th to 9th April.

lastly, and most importantly, i wanna wish the dearest, sweetest, loveliest girlfriend of mine a very happy 5th monthsary. im sorry for having to part with you every week due to werk, but believe me, i am still so deeply in love with you and if i say that i didnt miss you, then my nose would grow longer than Pinnochio's. lets stay strong together cos i know that in years to come, you'll still be in my arms, babe. in summary, I love you, Nur Izzah Hazwani. =)

cause it's you and i, forever.

2009-03-22T14:39:00.004+08:00

first and foremost. i would like to tell everyone that i simply love my gf to the core. we talked things out. and now we're back to hugs and kisses. we finally met on wednesday. and my babygal's got a newww olympus camera. so we snap lots of pro shots with the help of IzmirBobby. the pictures will be uploaded below.
im gonna be gone like almost all mondays to wednesdays of the weeks cause of my job as a camp trainer with Innotrek. upcoming is Canberra primary and so on. so im not gonna be available often. and to those who missed me, you can still text me as i may be able to respond to your text messages. especially little Nur Izzah Hazwani. i am soo gonna miss you.
and lastly and randomly, i wanna dye my hair and be a brunette. doinks!

at fullerton hotel

and this is the little girl that i adore so much that my life is so empty without her presence.

I LOVE YOU, NUR IZZAH HAZWANI!

2009-03-15T13:55:00.003+08:00

while im at camps, i miss a lot of things. my buddies, the food back at home, my siblings, silat trainings, enough sleep and gym. but one big thing is, i miss herr. my source of strength and the one who cheers me up as always with her smile, laughter and hugs.
now that im back from camp. im dying to get back to things i missed. but till now, i still miss her. i have not seen her since last friday. i havent felt her presence, seen her smile, hear her joyful laughter, got those little gd nyte sweetie msgs and most of all her pampering me.
since the day i returned, she have been a different gurl. i shant say ive met her, though we did once, cos to me, its not her. thats not the gerl that i love. the one i loved would msg and call me several times the whole day just to ask what am i doing, would always pester me not to sleep early and would say goodbye before hanging up the phone.
you know, i really miss this gerl a lot. and i would do anything, anything to get her back. cos without this particular gurl, im lost. its like theres something empty in me. and i need her to fill it up.
so please, please, please God, please give me back my Nur Izzah Hazwani.
cos i missed her so much and my heart has been crying out loud for her presence.
please please come back.

2009-03-12T23:12:00.002+08:00

*yaaaawwwwnnsss*
oh, hello blog.
i just came back from a 3 days 2 nite camp.
as a camp trainer. and its sooo tiring.
due to the lack of sleep, of course.
we only get to sleep at 2am and have to be awake by 6am.
and the days are full of activities. lots and lots of em.
but it was a really fun and enjoyable experience.
we did the pri 5 camp for Rulang Primary.
and the best part of the camp is when the kids came to you on the last day,
and tell you that they're gonna miss you.
the feeling of being appreciated is sooo one kind.
and im gonna be doing more and more camps.
but the worst part of the camp was.
having to go 3 days without gf.
it can be classified under suicide.

my relief teaching application has been officially approved by MOE.
so im gonna start teaching soon.
once i got a school to employ me, of course.
oh well, all i can say is. i cant wait.

i wanna say thank you so much to my dearest gf, Nur Izzah Hazwani.
firstly, for FINALLY helping me put the song on my blog.
its Latina Swing by The Sallys, fyi. and i like it cos it made me shake.
secondly, i am missing you a lot cos its almost a week without your presence.
and thirdly, i am so gonna bite you cause you hacked my blog. hehe.

my hair is getting longer. and thicker.
and the blonde streaks are fading. i am gonna cut it soon.
i miss gym-ing and running and silat trainings.
and most of all, i really miss shopping.
i want new shirts, pants and wristbands.
and i am soo going to buy the David Beckham Intense fragrance.
and new shoes are a must.
and all that comes to one shit word.
money.

2009-03-11T02:52:00.005+08:00

ANNIE HERE, LITTLE KIDS!

I miss this sweetheart a little too much cause he left me for 3 days. I miss his voice at 12 midnight. I miss the texts that rhymes he would sent to me when I pesters him do to so. I miss when he lays his lips on my forehead. I miss when I run into him and opens his arms wide. I miss sharing my fantasies romance story and be a dedicated story-teller by night to him. In simple words, I miss my Ahmad Tarmizie terribly.

And the great thing is, my babyboy is coming home pretty much soon in hours time! yayyyyyyyyy! -high jumps-

Ok no, I'm so dead for hacking into his blog while he's away. Like again? kay bye

2009-03-04T13:31:00.002+08:00

hello!
okay yesterday.
we had the simplest celebration ever.
met up wit gf at Lot1 at 6pm.
and we had dinner at PastaMania!
and the pasta was really sengeeeet!
after which we bought some FamousAmos cookies.
and walked around.
before going home.
it was a simple celebration,
yet i enjoyed it.
and i love my gf very much can?

our feastful dinner

2009-03-03T13:46:00.002+08:00

to all my peeps.
today marks the 4th months of my love life.
(applause. applause.)
and our love had never been stronger.
(applause. applause.)
and i would like to take this oppurtunity.
to tell her.
how much i loved and treasure her.
and that my life would be soo empty without her.
(applause. applause.)
and all this while,
i have been treasuring her love
and care.
and i would love to feel her love
for all my years to come.
so Nur Izzah Hazwani,
please be mine forever.
(applause. applause.)(applause. applause.)
and happy 4 monthsary sayaang!

2009-03-02T20:07:00.002+08:00

okay. so my gf hacked my blogger account.
okay she's very baaad.
and darls, you are soo gonna pay.
grrr.

i had one of the most tiring day of my life.
training is like so tiring in the morning.
and soccer under the hot sun.
till about 4pm.
aww man.
now my head aches.
like a lot.
i wanna sleep.
but i felt so restless on the bed.

okay skools over.
im starting werk soon.
and im gonna collect cash.
cos before NS calls,
i wanna flyyyy awayy on a holidayyy.
okay bye.

2009-03-01T00:56:00.001+08:00

Hello world! Annieeeeee here.

I gangster cause I sneaked in to his blog without him knowing, and worst still I sneaked in when he's asleep. Tskeddddd ~ Veh baaaaaaad. Don't angry angry okay baby, later you tak hot. Okay bye, Mizie nye girlfriend gangster. Takmo bilang orang tau, nanti dier kenek tangkap. My English sucks, I know.

Ini untuk Mizie je:

I cinta you tau b. Mwahs! okay dah

2009-02-26T22:06:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is my last paper.
and then.
i am gonna fcuking
GRADUATE!

im so gonna enjoy.

and shout my lungs out.

to relieve 14 years of studying!

2009-02-26T18:13:00.000+08:00

have it ever occur to you.
when u saw something.
and u felt that you really gotta get it.
cos that something makes you melt.
and its like both of you are made for each other.
and that even though you cnt have it now,
u can wait a million years.
but u will still end up having it.
i found my something.
and i am soo going to get this baby in my years to come.

this is what they name it.
the Audi R8, fcukers!

2009-02-25T21:25:00.000+08:00

monday and tuesday.
spend both my days mostly at Warren Country Club.
not to play golf.
but to study.
on monday, gf accompanied me.
and on tuesday, she accompanied me frm 6pm.
whereas ismail studied wit me till 6pm.
and i left late on both days.
studying hard cos i wanna get A.
okay, i hope its not that impossible.

monday.
before going to warren at 4 plus.
met babygurl around 10am.
had breakfast.
and we catch a 2pm show.
She's Just Not That Into You.
one of the best romantic comedy i ever seen.
given my love for action packed,
i seem to be able to enjoy the show.
which means this show is a miracle.
and gf tear-ed during the show.
awwwwwwww.
and we had some pics we cam whored below.

wednesday.
okay. ended first paper.
Strategic Human Resource Management.
thats the name of the fcuked up module.
its fine though.
i can do it.
but not sure whether i can get an A.
upcoming paper.
last exam paper before i fcuking graduate.
Human Resource Management System.
okay i have to mug for at least one and half day.
before Poly life is fucking OVER!

and i got some pics of us going to town and sheesha one day.

and here are me n my boys and alawiyaaaah.

2009-02-22T23:11:00.000+08:00

second post of the day cos im soooo bored.
here are some random things in my life:
got job as camp facilitator with Innotrek.
so will be out on camps a lot;
applied for relief teaching job.
hope get to teach Maths;
passed my 1st interview with Singapore Police Force.
now waiting for my 2nd interview;
my knee ligament isn't recovering well.
still feel the pain at times.

and i have a date with
Nur Izzah Hazwani tomorrow.
and i soooo cannot wait.
=)

2009-02-22T15:14:00.000+08:00

what a weekend.
so boringgg.
i helped mum at her stall yesterday.
on a saturday.
and cos exams is less than a week to go,
i asked gurlfren to accompany me study at warren.
we met around 130pm.
but she got to go cos of some last minute
thing wit her family.
so we met fer like only barely 2 hours.(sobs)
i sent my honey-sugar-caramel-sweetart home.
and went back to warren to bowl.
wif emie, erwin and ianBerg.
and went home after that.
its a saturday, and thats all i did.
and worse, i met her fer like two pathetic hours.
boorrriinnggggg.

and today is a sunday.
in which i always stay at home.
to spend time wit family.
agaaaain.
didnt go out.
i am soooo going to go out after exams.

2009-02-18T23:47:00.000+08:00

yesterday. me and bobby got a mitsubishi lancer glx.
we rent the fast, modified car fer only like $70.
and i mean faaaast. we didnt expect the car to be so cool.
but we had a great time. taking turns to drive.
and no, i have yet to get my license.
but hey, aku da tahu drive apeeeer.
we visited erwinato at NUH.
buddy's got an operation. the metal removed from his hand.

and todaay. rounding fer a while wit the car.
made a birth cert, cos i lost mine.
pathetic rite?
and fetched my sayang from skool.
before heading to clarke quay for dinner and just strolling.
oh i just love bus rides with her.
cos we'll be the only two beings laughing noisily in the bus.
cos we'll mimic songs we listen on the mp3.
and act as if we're making a video clip.
nvm if u guys cant figure out what that mean.
bottom line; i love busrides with her.

and i am sooo going to drive this baby during Raya this year.
i soooo cannot wait.
XD

2009-02-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

i miss nur izzah hazwani so much!
=(

2009-02-12T21:53:00.000+08:00

every day.
i will bring my lazy ass up.
and run. run run run.
sometimes at skool with my buddies.
and sometimes alone just round the neighbourhood.
reason?
NS is coming nearer.
Silat tournament approaching nearer.
so i gotta be as fit as a fiddle.
now im more like a violin.
a huge one some more.
wahaha.
and that explains why i didnt blog.
penaaaat lah sehh.

skool's practically over for now.
cos projects' finished.
presentations' ALL done.
so now.
exams on 25th and 27th feb.
till then, im soooo gonna enjoy first.
wahahaha.

on tuesday.
went to trim and dye my hair yet again.
this time the highlight is ash blond.
and baby met me and we went IMM.
and on thursday.
i met my dearest gurlfren again.
and this time, i was in my formal outfit.
due to my final presentation.
and i got her something only the sweetest guy would give.
(okay, step romeo.)
let the pics do the explaining aite?

she like the gift.

saya sayang sama barang panas saya ini!

2009-02-05T11:31:00.000+08:00

first and foremost.
i would like to congratulate annie.
cos on the 3rd of feb, which is like 2 days ago,
she's 3 months old with her bf.
she told me they had a brief and simple celebration
cos she had fever and was not feeling well.
but the highlight was what her bf bought for her.
a lovely pink/white eastpak bag that she
had been yearning for.
well, her bf just wishes for them to stay together
forever no matter what happens.
in summary,
happy 3 months my dear!
and oh, i LOVE you more than ever!

okaay. on tuesday.
went to NUH wif ipong and anisah rai. (giggles)
we went there to accompany mai on her operation.
and ended up reaching back skool for silat late.
and we had physical training some morrre.
like almost half an hour of squats.
kaki longgar bebbb.
but its kinda fun doing that kinda things.

my projects have finished!
thank Goddddddddd!
my mind is like 50kg lighter.
only left one presentation.
and its over with projects.
and i sooo wanna go Pulau Redang with the boys.
and jump into the clear sea. and play on the white sand.
aku nak abes skola cepaaaat!

happy 3 months babyy!
it'll be forever you and i, okay.
i promise.

2009-01-27T20:26:00.000+08:00

On Chinese New Year, i had one of the most

enjoyable time with my buddies and shawty.
after helping out my mom at the shop, i went to meet baby
and the boys at Clementi at 430pm.
well, so much for 430pm.
those musibot agungs arrived at 530pm.
the people who were there:
izmirBobby, fiqPikachu, ianBerg, yayat, yatPelik, elfyan,
hanisweets and annie babygurl.
and guess where we went.
Marina Barrage lah seyy.
and guess what we did.
cam whore laaaah.

young & dangerous (cebaah!)

photographer: Annie Bintang

_( )_

sweeet giler kaan?

photographer: Yat Pelik

my two favourite gurls:
HanisBaby & AnnieBabygurl.

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kiter duer maen lompat amek gmbar skali. hahaha.

tektonik dance. HAHAHA.

and cos its CNY, not many food junctions are open.
we were soo hungry, we were craving for Uber Juicy!
so we headed to Marina Square and ate like horses.
and we went Uber Juicy all the way.
after that, each of us headed home.

and todaaaay.
met annie around 1pm.
initially she planned a surprise fer me.
but it didnt work out well.
but we had a wonderful time tgeder.
we ate at Earle Swensen's till we're super full.
no, Uber full. hahaha.

the feast we had.

i'd prefer to eat her. =P

pat gmbar aku je gelap.

after that, i sent her to ECP to meet her family.
and i sleepily went home by train.
and i was dozing off during the ride home.
and here i am, blogging.

i already miss my Nur Izzah Hazwani!
like, a LOT!

2009-01-24T20:19:00.000+08:00

i cant believe it happen.

i got sick AGAIN.
yesterday night i got nose blocks on both holes.
and damnn i cant sleep.
i cant even breathe properly.
and i woke up early to go to the polyclinic.
and i got this powerful nasal spray.
i dropped a droplet on each nose hole,
and the fcukernism nose blocks are gone.
but i still dont feel so good.
cause fcuk, im suppose to meet Annie deaaaar.
we were suppose to go out togetherr.
and its all cancelled cause of my darn nose.

but hey, when u miss someone special so much,
u just gotta find a way to meet em. and that is why
my lovely sweet little shawty came all the way from her
crib at bkt pjg to bukit batok just to meet her boo.
(sweeeeet kaaaan? XD )
we sat together under my block.
and to think of her sweetness, she bought me three kinderbuenos!
you just know how to cheer me up, bebehh. XD
and we did wad we always do when we meet.
we cam whoreed! yes, she gave me that camwhoring disease.
and here are some of those picturesss.

we tried to pose like the Beckhams. sungguh tk jadi.

photographer: yours truly.

i like her face lah sehh!

bueno advertisment.

that hair flowing with the wind.

with lots of loveee!

and here are some edited pictoriaas.

ok listen here Annie,
i seriously crave for a date with you.

2009-01-23T20:51:00.000+08:00

yesterday is thursday.
izmirBobby, emie and i went to Mukminin mosque for ceramah.
no, ure not reading wrongly.
we went to a mosque okaaay.
not a club on that thursday.
and after that, met erwinato and yayat under my block.
and we chilled till about 3am.
and while most teens nowadays do nothing when chiling,
we created a video. choreographed by yours truly,
you guys sooo need to watch the video.
and comment on the video on my tagboard okeeeh.

and todaay.
i didnt get to meet my cute little pendek with BIG eyes.
sobs sobs sobs sobs.
sesungguhnya hatiku semakin hari semakin diseksa kerana merindukan mu.
(sungguh the aiseyman kan aku?)
we chatted on msn.
and did i tell you that i just found out that
we can draw on msn?
hahaha!
noob kaaan aku?

this is what she did which i think is super sweeeet.

and this is what i did which i think is super duper sweeter.

hehehe.
and i heard haikalBison got into a minor accident.
u take good care of urself bro.
cos u know we love ya.

to end it off.
i wanna meet my whining babygurrrrrrl!

2009-01-23T02:54:00.000+08:00

everyone! like FINALLY,

Integrated Final Year Project presentation is over!
that is the reason why i havent been blogging lately. becoz of
the darn, sonofabitch, motherfck integrated project.
but hey, its overrrrrrr!
kay, stop it.

things been going on pretty usual.
though i got a reason to smile this week.
cos of the one test i have been avoiding.
and afraid to take.
the hideous NAPFA test. fuckernism.
but. but. BUT.
i took it anyway. and people, dig this.
i got a freaking GOLD.
dig that?
so i must saay, silat trainings have been
keeping me prepared unknowingly for napfa.
so, 2 months off NS!

tuesday before silat.
i watched hindustaaaaan movie at the library!
with azman and anisaaaaah kecoh.
nyahahaa. DEVDAS.
and i was so in it,
that i went pier mun babuji mere ha ho hei sapena jaaay.
and from now on,
pleassse. i got a new name.
Mizie Khan.
ryte anisah? =)

and this week.
i tell you. i really really miss her.
Nur Izzah Hazwani Bte Kasmad.
thats her.
my Gaaaaaawd.
her prepaid is low, so we can only talk at night.
by which, im already half asleep.
and to add to that, we havent met for like 96 hours!
thats like fiiiiive looooong daaaays.
of torture and hell.
cos i cant get to see my little cute pendek-tapi-mata-besar.
and baby, there's only one time of the week that i think of u.
and the time is,
everytime i breathe.
sayer benar benar rindukan awaaak, barang panaaasku.

i miss you soooo much laaar. grrrr.

2009-01-16T09:59:00.000+08:00

okay people.
may i present to you.
the action drama.
of how one man.
one man.
due to his skills and anger.
can defeat five other martial artistes.
how he put his life on the line.
and how he fearlessly whipe them all.
and how.. okay nvm.
enjoy my openhouse video.

2009-01-15T22:56:00.000+08:00

blog has been dead for oh-so-looong.
okay first reason; school has started. school starts means back to
projects which means back to extremely busy self. (insert curse)
second reason; preparing for the silat performance for the NP openhouse.
which turned out to be a huuuuge success. will upload the video of
mizie the hero pretty soon aite? maklumlah, aku fight 5 budak tau!
okay 3rd reason; i have been reaching home late. so late
that when i reached home, either i doze straight off, or
chat on the phone with anniebaby, and then doze off.
so no time for laptop. okay now to my stories.

silat performance at NP open house was a hit.
performance for 3 days straight. and i must say we bunch of
monkeys in silat suits did pretty well. monkeys cos we are so the
enthusiastic. nyahaha. on a thursday after the performance,
me and annie went on a double date with midzi and fiza.
we watched the hilarious bedtime stories at AMK Hub. b4 having
dinner at banquet. and on saturday. the couple and us went to vivo
together and chill at the sky park.

ongbak2 is a big disappointment. comments on the show?
tgk tortoise gado pat youtube lagi best.
been meeting annie after school lately.
kate sayang kaan. tak jumper sehari ibaratkan nyawa dicincang.
ambooooi. bukan maaaen lagi.
we went bowling todaay. and my little cute pendek-tapi-mata-besar
look unsurprisingly adorable throwing that huge
bowling ball aroundd. but she improves after every gaame.
thats my gerl yaaaw.

to end this post off.
projects' a bitch.
school is ending.
pulau redang with the boys are nearing.
and i love annie.

oh wait, i really really love annie.

2009-01-06T14:02:00.000+08:00

3rd january 2009.

its our two monthsaryy!
aww maaan. i didnt realise.
two months went so so faast.
but we had one day of an anniversary.
and i had a super-sweet prezzie from annie dear.
a photo of us in a frameee.
oh, it nice i tell u.
but my prezzie fer her.
or rather, surprise.
we went to the singapore zoo!
okay, im sick of the usual movies and stuffs.
so i brought her to the zoo as i myself hadnt been there in ages.
and true enough, we had so much fun! too bad she didnt
get to take pictures with the monkeys. she wanted it so baad.
and oh, monkeys are cute creatures, i swear.
and we soo want a wild cat for our pet.

monday. was baby's ferst day at a new skool.
and mine too. i had IBS presentation,so i went in formal shirt n pants.
and i got a fuckin A! woohoo. so i told you, being street smart comes in
useful at times. and i met annie sayang at bb.
did i mention she looks sooo cute in her ite uniform?
i love you lah pendeek!
we spent time fer a while b4 i sent her home.
and met up wit yatpelik, erwinato and fyan. and terserempak-ed
with alawiyah at west mall. we ate at BK and alawiyah headed home at
9pm. and we caught the 930pm show of IP MAN. and maaan!
that show was awesomee. ianberg once told me.
lepas kau kuar tgk cite tu, ko cnfirm mcm nk pkul org nye.
and he's wrong. because.
blom kuar dari cinema, erwin n elfyan da pukul2 each other.
hahaha. well we headed home after that.

and i woke up this morning.
feeling so awful.
and i found out.
that im 39.8 degrees.
im that hot.
bleaghh.

the white tigersss.

the sweetest thangg.

and oh, i love ya soo.

2009-01-01T21:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!
ok since christmas, i havent been working much.
first reason, being too lazy. second reason, school's starting.
which means back to projects. and projects. and projects.
i went riding with yayat on sunday. and we nearly got into two accidents.
its kinda hard to explain how it happen. but dangg im grateful im still here.
on monday, i went back to skool. for our rmw project. haissh. the feeling of
skool reopening sucked super big time. but we just did about half the stuffs.
and i met fiq and baby. we went to warren gym. had no idea why
baby wanted to follow us gym-ing. but oh well, gerls will be gerls.
after gym, its already 8pm. we went for dinner at lot1's food culture.
and i sent baby to bukit panjang plaza to meet up her family. i
had a small chat with her dad before heading home.

for the new year celebration, my boys and i went
to downtown east. and i terserempak-ed with like dozens of frens.
the place is packed with so many young people i felt we were one of the
oldest there. but we went to pasir ris park. and overnight there.
playing cards and enjoying ourselves. b4 heading home
at 7am. its a fun night though.

looking back at 2008.
i realised ive wasted most of my precious time.
and i spent more time playing and enjoying.
its like i werk and werk and werk.
and the moment gaji masok, enjoy.
club, club, club. shop,shop,shop.
so its like takde hasil.
and skool has been hard. i always have to catch up
with last minute studies and project submissions.
so for 2009, i wanna change all that.
cut down on all my entertainment.
and finish my darn last semester in skool. and NS life it will be.
and oh yah, i find out gerls can be poison. as in my one year,
i came across different types of gerls. some of which totally
take up like all my time that i can use for other
sutffs yang lagi berfaedah. but ive found annie.
and she's, in short, perfect for me. so i have no worry for that anymore.
apart from that, ive also realised friendship. i realised who are my
real frens and who are just pretenders. and ive marked those
pretenders for life and turn them to mere acquaintance.
and thankyou God, for i have my 9 close buddies.
they are merely the best. and we are unseperable.
izmirBobby, fiqPikachu, erwiNato, yatPelik, hanis, ianBerg, haikalBison, yayat, emie.
i love you guys as if you're my blood. and we will be together
till eternity. cos friendship is something we share and treasure.

so 2009, please be a good year for me. i promise to
work more and play less. more good than bad.
and more money please?

2008-12-27T00:38:00.000+08:00

merry christmas and a very happy holiday to all my frens!

on 25th, i stayed at home. waking up only after
15 hours of sleep. but at 6pm, met the boys to play
soccer at the usual basketball court. and in injured my
right foot which was already in pain during the silat camp.
and i tempang-ed all the way thru soccer and lepak.
oh yeah, we hang around till about 4am in the morning.
whoaaa. its been a looong time since we seen each other due to NS and werk.

26th dec. woke up about 1130am due to baby's msg
saying she got into ITE Bishan. well, im always here supporting
you my deaaar. and we met at about 230pm at clementi. i accompanied
her trim and highlighted her hair. and oooh! guess whaaaat.
i got my very own blonde streaked chic! and she's mine!
maan. does she makes me melt all over.
we headed to bugis in search for her sandals, skirt and berms.
but before that, she treated us to a wonderful feast at swensens'.
ni mcm pegi balek mcritchie 10 kali pon tk gunaa. ahha.
i truly enjoyed the meal with her. its only our 4th official date, mind you.
date referring to an outing whereby theres only both of us going out and everything
for the day is just about her. thankeww soo much fer the swnsens' babyy.
next time seoul garden k? wahahaa.
we got her stuffs. and as usual, im the one with both hands carrying
shopping bags as if im shifting house. and she's beside me swinging her free arms
except for the tiny handbag on her right arm. amboooooi.
we went esplanade after that. we sat and took pics pics and pics.
and feast your eyes on my hothotheat gerl with the hotter hairstyle.
and oh, did i mention that i love her so much i would fight a cheetah for her?

from izmir: byk2 binatang, binatang ape pandai maen muzik?
izmir's lame answer: ayam, pasal dorg ade drumstick. -_-

2008-12-25T11:45:00.000+08:00

ookaaay. the reason why i havent been blogging in a while.
is due to work. and silat camp! from 22dec to 24dec
i had the most enjoyable yet tiring camp ever.
these are the stuffs we had to do.
first day; campus run the whole of np, but this time, running outside.
we sprint up the looong SIM hill and ran to the fitness corner;
finishing with chinups, pushups and situps.
and at night, we continued wit soccer.
the next morning, we had our 20km hiking.
from np to macritchie. and to add to that,
some of us got lost in the reservoir. and made
the others wait and search fer us for about 30mins.
oh well, its a lil communication breakdown.
then we had silat training from 4pm to 9pm.
and our legs are all jelly after that.
well the fun part comes when we didnt sleep at nite and played cards.
and the boys putting soap and colgate on my hair
and shoes when im asleep.
and in short, we had three days of
non-stop laughter.

was released from camp at 11am on 24th.
i missed my boo so much, i straight away went home,
changed and meet her at bkt pjg.
and awww, my gerl appeared in the dress i bought her.
and she gave me the warmest, tightest hug ever.
even my sleepy-est eyes turned huge from her hug.
we went town and vivo; teman-ing her shopping.
she bought loads of stuffs, and i became the potter. haha.
i bought myself an esprit belt.
and we bought ourselves a couple polo tee!
maaan, they're so aweeesome.
its everlast though.
and we're gonna wear them soon.
at 6pm, she met up wit her mom and i headed home.
and maan, i slept from 7pm till 10am.
u can imagine how tired i am. haaah.
and oh, come and watch me perform at NP openhouse.=)

and babyyy, i miss you already.

2008-12-16T23:50:00.000+08:00

16 dec. todaaay. i didnt werk. and babygrrl didnt werk. soo after a week, i get to meet my sugaaaar. awww. sweet kan aku? huahua. the moment i dropped off the bus, she ran and gave me the tightest, warmest, melts-me-down hug. and of cos i been dying to look into her mesmerizing eyess. and we happily head down to town. cos today, our plan is simple. just walk around window shopping. and spend our precious quality time together. but we got sick of town. so we went to vivo. we had burger kings and we spend the sunset together at the 3rd floor open area. we just lay on each other, cam whored and just blissfully enjoy each other's company. and oh baby, i missed you already.

sent her home at 9pm. and met up wit mir, yayat and erwinato under my block. just laugh and laugh at each other's stupid jokes and we went home around 11pm. and oh, the highlight is mir singing the isabella song out loud in the train. wahahaha.
and here are some shots of the daaay.

muker aku macam pompan kaaan?!

ah ni diaaaa! jengjengjenggg!

my oh-she-melts-me-so baby. =)

2008-12-14T20:40:00.000+08:00

sorry fer those of u who have been going to my blogg and stare at the same post fer like days. nyahahaha. i been reallyyyyy buzy werkingg. and if im gonna update, it will be all about my days at werk. which is plain boringg to blog about. and oh, im getting a new job. which pays like 7bucks plus per hour. at st.james powerhouse. but still consideringg the job though.
went cashbox karaoke on thursday with erwinato, mastura, leila, hanis, emie, izmirBobby and seri. we had such a time there. the three hours went so quickly; we werent satisfied melalak-ing our hearts out.
andandand i havent met babygrrl fer like almost a weeeek. kesian kan aku? makan tk kenyang. mandi tk basah. tidur tk lenaa. macam pahaaam! but still. i miss you sugaaar. we gonna meet up and play soccer soon aite? hearts yaa!

2008-12-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

thursdaay. send baby to werk. its not that im the sanggup hantar amek mataer pi keje type. its just that she werks like 6 times a week. with some days doing full shifts. and at times when she had her off day, im werking. so, the only time we can meet nowadays is when i send and fetch her to and from werk. adoooi, kesian kan kite? i met hanis after sending her to werk. we window shopped at marinasquare and went home about 8pm. im home early nowadays sey. ahaha. k lame. -_-
friday. got skool in the morning and project in the afternoon. then 6pm got work and we ot-ed till 4am. daaamnn, am i shacked. i just wanna sleep all day loooong. but i got up to meet anniesweethearts anyway; fetched her at 7pm. and now, here i am at home, blogging with these drowsy eyes. zzz.

and baby, the moment we part, i missed you already.

2008-12-04T21:16:00.000+08:00

3rd december 2008. happy onemonthsary annie sweethearts!

okay. firstly, lets rewind to 29 dec. i had an obse workshop in skool. something which involves the third year students which unfortunately includes me inside to give a 9 to 5 workshop to the year 1 students. it all ended around 5pm. and ismail biked me all the way to tao payoh west cc for a silat frenly. im matched up against anniebaby's younger brother. and i lost. ahhaha. i wasnt concentrating at all; laughing and joking during the match. but it was fun spending time with my silat people.
sunday. i helped my mum at the shop till about 2pm. met erwin, mas and nadiraaaaah (my silat fren). soon we parted with win and mas, and nad and i headed to town. she helped me in picking a dress for my sugaah. and thanks a lot babe cos she likes it so much.
mondaay. met sweetheart during her breaktime at werk. present my gift to her. and she loved the floral tube dress, she hugged me sooo tightly in front of all the passers-by. after having our sweet lunch together, i head to woodlands to meet up wit izmirBobby to go to werk together. werk was funn. we overtimed that night. and we really curik tulang so many times, its lucky we didnt get caught.
tuesdaay. anniedear didnt werk. but i got werk at 6pm. so she came over and we spend our little precious time together. b4 i head for werk wit bobby again. -_-
3rd december. fetched baby at her werk about 7pm. i was sooo stunned by her oh-so-melting-watering-superb look with the floral tube dress i bought her and her mesmerizing-as-ever huge eyes. she gave me our onemonthsary gift which i seriously love and we head to starbucks, waiting fer her family to fetch us for dinner together as it was also her mum's bday. and i was invited along. happy birthday makcik! hope u like ur ferrero roche. her family and i went to east coast park fer our dinner together. and i enjoyed the dinner; spending time with her lovely parents and two super cute and funny younger brothers. after dinner, we spent an hour just chilling by the beach; just me and her. and under the moonlight, i just couldnt help it but tell her how much she means to me. awwww, sweet kan aku? cnfirm izmir and fiq nga menyampah rabak skarang.
the nite ended with her family sending me home. gosh, wad a monthsary celebration i had.

baby, will you complete me fer the rest of my life?

2008-11-27T19:45:00.000+08:00

the pics we took when we were at arab street. peace out!

2008-11-26T23:17:00.000+08:00

i really dont have the time to blog nowadays. maybe im just plain plain lazy. but seriously, i find it hard to type. cos now im all about skool, silat, NL and anniesweetheart. but anyway, here i find myself typing. lazily on my bed.
anniedear has got a part time job at toys'r'us. and she has to werk like 6 days a week. and shit. babyy, im really super gonna miss you 24/7. im gonna miss your eyees and melting smile.
thursdayy. hanis, izmir, fiq, win and me went to arab street. and we camwhored at those cool graffitti-ed wall. pics will be uploaded soon.
saturday. we went to sentosa to celebrate hanis 19th birthdayy! happy birthday darlinggg! you know the boys love you. ok the people who makes it a happening dayy: yatPelik, alawiyah, haikalBison, elfyan, emie, fiqPikachu, erwiNato, annieBintang, jackBintang andd hanis birthday gerll! we beached soccer, rugby and played in the sea till about 6pm. and darrn, am i sooo super tanned. tanner than before lah seyy. and pics are beloww. =)
today. wednesday. anniebabyy met me in skool. we watched dvd till abt 6pm and she teman-ed me when im having training. and her family send me home. goshh, punyalaah seraam nk jmper parents dier. but it went out well. and i was like foooh! legaa hatiku.

and specially to my baby, i just long for your mesmerizing eyes. =)

2008-11-18T23:04:00.001+08:00

ok go. saturday, went to beach road and clarke quay wit yatPelik, erwinato, hanis, emie, elfyan, fiqPikachu, helmy and dearessssst annie. we just hung around and stuffs. nothing happen much. sunday me and the silat peeps went to azman's sister wedding. and then i went to the shop to clean stuffs out. cos my shop's gonna move to the one near teck whye cc. we cleared the fridge and i went in. nk feeling2 apeeee agaknye rase ayam2 kat dalam tu. seeeeeeeejuk pe! and my brother sat on the door. and i cant go out. stuck fer like 5 minutes in a freezer. -_-

mondaaaay. went to gym wif emie. and met annie around 3pm, head to karaoke at town. memekaaaak skjap smpai 7pm then send her home. (kiwaaak, update aku seriously mendak. even i think so too.)
tuesdaaay. silat training. man's early bday bash by the group. well, actually only me laaah. kasi dier skit2 dulu jee. mati plaaak budak ni kaaang. azman da besaaar ehh. da bley sunaat. and ohhh. i am now the australian cuuuute guy. nyahahaa. thanks eh nisaa. =p
and here are some really ooold pics i looked back just now.

2008-11-14T10:49:00.000+08:00

13 november 2008

happy 21st birthday ian berg!

missed ya bro.

2008-11-10T22:39:00.000+08:00

anddd. these are the raya pics and videos u sooo gotta see. =) enjoy!

izmir tersasul.

me at karaoke wit my peeps.

me n erwin singing at wedding. malu perr!

2008-11-10T01:52:00.000+08:00

thursday. i had the day off from skool. got my car lesson in the morning. and guess wad day is it. ERWIN KELUAR LAH SEY! so the boys gathered. me, haikalBison, fiqPikachu, izmirBobby. with alawiyah, hanis, suziela and annieeeee. and we went to vivooo. its been long since we heard erwin's crap. but we had a good dayy. with dozens of photos which i will upload together with the raya photos which i FINALLY had.
saturday, we had kendarat at bkt panjang. leila's sister wedding. me, yayat, izmir and erwin werked. but half the time we went off to sebat the nutella cake. foooh. sengeeet. then me n erwin karaoke-d in front of the crowd. guess wad song? hahaha. lagu awie beb. i'll upload the video aite.
nothing much happens though. just that im slowly getting sick of skool. but im pushing as its the last sem of my poly life. this may be random but, aku nak keretaaaaa!
and may we last till eternity. - annie babygerl.

2008-11-05T00:55:00.000+08:00

3rd November 2008

this date. happens to be. one of the happiest day of my life. cos on this very day, i realised what it really feels like to love and be loved. at 3pm, on a water breaker at pasir ris park, after two hours of cycling. on a day in which the skies are dark blue with a slight drizzle and rushes of cool wind, she said, "yes, i do." and then when we kissed, the rain pours more. and its like us kissing in the rain. wow. what a moment. i wont ferget that moment. not ever. cos at that very moment, Nur Izzah Hazwani Bte Kasmad becomes my one and only.

2008-10-27T14:09:00.000+08:00

the reason why i havent been blogging is cos i still havent got the raya pics. the raya outingwith my bloods goes oh-so-superbly. though erwinato, you are missed bro. but we went on. the pics will be uploaded soon. though i got some from arina's camera. we went out on the 18 oct. and now is already 29 oct. haha. im sooo lazy to blog nowadaays.

i cant remember much what happens from 18oct. but here are some memories. went karaoke-ing wif muzz, azman, haikalBison and alawiyah. we sang our hearts out and it really, really free my stress. not that im in much of a stress mode since i turned single. but i got the vids of us singing. but u gotta wait. cos i left my hard disk wif haikal. and the disk contains the vids. -_-
i started werk at marina mandarin on saturday and sunday. overtimed. so i werked from 6pm till 3am. wif yayat and izmirBobby. the work is so much more relaxed compared to hyatt. but im so sick n tired of banquet. hotel service is shit. i wanna do something else. maybe joining haikal at starbucks soon.
i've signed up for a bond wit the spf. spf stands for singapore police force. haha. i seriously want to spend my next 5 yrs in the blue uniform. with stable pay, maybe i can get my car soon. wahahaha. perasaaaan nye budak.
monday. went soccering wif the guys at bb. against these group of motherfucking abang2 which played so roughly. so in turn, we fucked them back. and won 3-2! ahaha. stupid shits. but my ligament gave a little. i felt a little 'ker-tak' at my ligament when i was lifting my leg high for the darn ball.
tuesday. silat as usual. but my leg is aching. and we got the mixed martial arts open fight on saturday! aww maaaan. i wanna join laaaaah! bodoh peh kaki. tk tau nak baek eh?!
wednesday. skipped silat. i got skool till 6pm. i didnt bring my silat stuffs. so i made a last minute arrangement to meet anniiiiiiiieee! haha. she's fun to be with. and we chill around bukit panjang till about 9pm. and i fergot to take pics wit her. -_-

and ooh. muzz promised an ipod! syg kau muzz! muaah muaah muuaah!

2008-10-17T21:23:00.000+08:00

school has started. and i found out that projects this semester are bigger pain in the ass. but there will be lesser tutorial classes. which means im gonna spend lesser time in school. but i'll be out interviewing executives fer my project. ok, thats a plus point fer the project.

okiee. the going-ons in my life this week. went karaoke-ing wif efaaa at cashbox. it has been a while since i karaoke-d. and it just doesnt sound right. nyahaha. monday, tuesday and thursday i went gym-ing. alone on thursday but wit haikalBison,yayat and fiqPikachu on other days. and my body ache bloodily.

met lynda and adeq on monday nite. and we catch up with things. cos we havent met in a while. and like now, i miss them agaaaain. haha.

silat training on wednesday. i realise that i went to silat trainings just fer the physical part. and fer cca points as its too late to join other cca's.

i cant sleep yesterday. so i came up with a wishlist. and so hereeee it goes;

1. get into police academy when it comes to NS

2. dont go clubbing too often

3. quit smoking

4. learn mixed martial arts

5. my car license that i have been waiting fer too loooong

6. ipod nanooooo!

so pls pls pls God, grant me my wish. and oh! listen to the song at my blog till it ends. smiles*

2008-10-12T15:27:00.000+08:00

its 12 october. maaan. been lazy to blog. hahaha. okiee. on the 2nd oct(2nd day raya) and on the 9th oct. we went to dbl ooooooo. okey. i been partyingg harrrrd before skool starts on 13th. which is actually tomorrow. darn it. to start this blog off. my raya's been good. my siblings, mom and me wore yellow. dad is the type who dont like baju kurungs. so he wore his own white thing. ahhaa. we went out as a family only on the first day. the only time dad n mum arent working. we went to over 6 houses. but we never went raya anymore after that.

on the 6th and 7th. went raya outing with NP silat peoplee. as usual they are sooooooo kecoh. ok i dont have the pics. but u guys can go to my tagboard and click on the link eiqah gave. and tgklah korang gmbar2 rayer k.

went out wif mir, fiq, win and yayat on the 7th. went to bugis then to vivooo. yat searching fer t-shirts. i got myself a belt. and we hang around till about 11pm. our two trips to dbl o was fun. as usual. we just enjoyed ourselves before we gonna start skool. got some pics of us in dbl o below. and some crazyy pics we took when we went shopping at vivo. look at the one when yat, mir and me acted cute. kiwaaaaak. menyaaampah saaak.

to my brothers. raya'll be on 18th. bus has been rented. but sadly, erwinato cnt make it. he was sentenced to db. get out soon bro. we miss ya.

2008-10-01T00:12:00.000+08:00

malam ini malam raya. malam raya hujan. hujan tdo best. tk bangun utk smyg raya lah nampaknyer nanti. wahahaha. it feels so fasst. suddenly, hari raya pon sampai. anyway, i dun feel the raya mood coming. cos maybe im 24/7 at the bazaar. tk dpt teraweh pon. haiyoo. today, i spent the whole day, last day of ramadan, at home. cuci reban aku daaah. it takes me like 2 hours to make my room spick and span. (spelling?) and it did cause me dozens of achoos.
yesterday. went shopping wif ian berg and fiqPikachu. went to town. heres what i got so far. everlast shoess, fcuk shirt, manchu shirt, manchu polo, dkny perfume, eastpac bag, 2 jeans and a $172 adidas watch. i just like the watch. so, tanak byk pkir kan, angkat jer uhh. and yah, i got myself a pair of spectacles. couldnt pass my eyesight test when applying pdl. and my tp test is in decemberrr! thats earlyy. considering i just passed my ftt. which took me like 9 months cos i sucked at theory. anywaay. to all my frens out there. mizie ingin mengucapkan salam lebaran dan ku susun spluh jari peluk cium mintak maaf ampun yer. hmm. peluk cium utk pmpan jer laah. hehehe.

2008-09-29T00:24:00.000+08:00

hello blogggggg! its been almost almost aaaaalmost a month since i update you babe. okey. ive been super duper extremly duper busy with the ramadan bazaar. woke up at 8am everyday and finished work about 8pm. thats not it. fasting under the hot blazing sun is killing me. but, oh well, be strong laah kaan. hahaha. now the whole bazaar has finished and im lyke yeeeeeaaahh! money money come, shopping shopping and mazdaaa 6! ok mazda 6 sounds so faar away. but im planning on saving from now.

first, the bazaar is suppeeerrr best! hahaha. gereeek! we had much fun. we shouted and our kecoh-ness gets the customerrs! and u noe my soft voice when i shout ryte? just ask the silat people. haha. while selling, we laughed, we play and tgk pompan jgaak lah, dah naluri lelaki. hahaha. we encounter some super weird customers. and some super kemut ones. and some cute ones. hee. it was hell of a tiring experience. but after it all ended, its satisfying. especially when one envelope comes to you with $2000 inside. i tell you, im flyingggggg. hahaha. our goreng pisang thailand and bak wan makes almost two three hundreds of our daily sales. oh well! tengok sape masaaak! she came to the bazaar on the very last day, without telling me. and im sooo shocked. cuak aku tgk dier. tergamam buat seketika seyy. (ewaah!) special thanksss, i mean really special to my blood brothers fer coming down and helping me at the stall; ianberg, erwinato, haikalBison, fiqPikachu, yayat, yatpelik, izmirBobby, emie and not fergetting my sayaaangs alawiyah, arina and hanis. nanti kiter kuar raya, sewa bus, enjoy!!!

on the 18th of september. i turned 19. and my super sweet bestie lyndaa bought me a cake! awww. just me, ian, haikal, emie, adeq and lyndaa were around. around 8pm, we chill at bukit batok eating the cake and played some card games. thankew lynnn! i love eu sweets! belikan ipod k? wahahaha.

we went to geylang on the 20th. sempena my belated bday laah. haha. and it was fun. just spending time with the gang. like i said, my circle of frens is the best in the world. we buka-ed at my stall and head to geylaaang. just surveying stuffs. i got myself a dark yellow baju kurung suit. its ok i guess. aaah, once a year only. not much of a deal.

ermm. basically thats what i can think of to update on. and oh yah. AKU NAK GO DBL O! 9th october guyss! enjoyyy!

and oh yar, selamat hari rayerrrr!

2008-09-01T00:47:00.000+08:00

didnt get to meet lynn on friday. cos she going out wit her frens. but nvm. so i figured as theres no one to go out with, i went to NP to gym. izmirBobby was in NP for some workshop. so i met him in NP, went fer lunch and headed fer his home. its been soooo looong since i went to his house. and i saw comot, his cat that me n him picked up at bukit batok when it was still a kitten. and it has grown sooo big! hahaha. and th cat was like merajok cos tk dapat keluar. and when i tried to touch it, it went MEEOOOWW and tried to bite me. hahaha. cuuute! played soccer at nite wit erwinato, fiqPikachu and emie. we were soo stunned by the good teams there. kiwaaak. pey baguus.
saturday. ianBerg, zaimi, fiqPikcahu and erwinato went to my shop. to speak to dad and try the foods. then we head to town and bugis. got myself a tee and 2 jeans. yesss aaaah! seluar baruu! wahahah. me n erwin went jogging at nyte. from our house till the science centre there thru chinese garden. jauuh pee! tapi gerek. cos we jogged from 11pm till about 130am.
sunday. spend the whole day at the bazaar stall, installing spotlights and decorations. pheww. so tired. guess i wont be blogging often this one month. bz lah seyy. and to peeps out der, gombak blok 370. datang2 lah support k? hehee.

i still lyke eu.
the crush is soo huge.

2008-08-29T01:43:00.000+08:00

its already friday, 1.43am. i just finished watching both national treasure 1 &2. and i still couldnot sleep. here's wad been happening.
monday to wednesday. HR chalet! the entire HR cohort was down fer the barbeque on tuesday. though only about ten of us stayed. monday was practically just us ten having fun; playing card games and we watched Death Race at the downtown theatre. damn it was good. super good. the peeps complained that they cant sleep. due to my snoring. hahaha! where got loud? i didnt even hear my snore siaa. haha. lame.
tuesday we went bowling. and sorry guys, for i have outclassed u all so badly u guys didnt wanna play the second game. wahahahaha. we barbequed from 6pm and it lasted till 10pm. some of em stayed and we played lots of games. and it was helluva fun time. pictures will be uploaded soon.
wednesday. i went back home from the chalet and reached about 12pm. i dozed off the moment i hit my bed till about 4pm. (i got a new bed btw. haha.) and went to silat training. it will be my last training till hari raya cos i aint got time to go for training during ramadan. bz wit the bazaar. we did a lot of kickings. and thats where i noticed that my ligament is sloooowlyyyy improving. not that it had cured, in fact it cant be cured. but the calf and thigh muscles are covering it up.
thursday. did house werks and babysit my sis at home. im planning to settle the miscelleneous stuffs fer the bazaar anyway at home. went to mum shop fer a while b4 fetching ayuni from skool. met haikalBison, erwiNato, fiqPikachu, ianBerg, hanis and alawiyah at hyper. we discussed their work schedule fer the bazaar. headed home at about 11pm. tmr, im going gym in the morning. before going to meet lynnbabyyyy! hahaa. we havent met fer so looong.

the harder i tried to forget u, the harder i cant forget u.
i missed ur frequent sms-es.
and how i will jump up my seat just getting ur msg.
but it dont happen anymore.
good luck to eu.
and him.

i realised. life's a bitch.

2008-08-23T22:07:00.000+08:00

friday. didnt go out the whole day except fer the evening. went soccer-ing with my homies at a street soccer court near bukit batok. it was wet cos of the afternoon rain. and very lecak siaak. but we carried on anyway. its not often that all of us are present to play together. we slipped and fall but still, we had a lot of funn. we chill till about 11pm when the boys head home, leaving me n erwinato under the block, lazy to move about. we lepak-ed till about 330am. and i cant sleep till about 6am. maaan. im sure having these sleeping disorders.
saturday. i slept like 3 quarters of the day. i woke up at 1pm. den breakfast and fetch my sister about 4pm. b4 sleeping till 730pm. hahaha! its a saturday and i spend my time sleeping at home. wahahaha. i went to the kenduri under my block. met some old frens. i found out that. i still look good in a baju kurung seey. wahahah! lame.
i dunno why ehh. but i missed hanis and leila. i mean these two are my good gerl frens. or maybe hanis is more of a sayaaaang to me. nyahaha. aku miss koraaang.

2008-08-21T17:19:00.000+08:00

exams are finaaaaallyyy overrr!

like omg. after hours of mugging and sleepless nights, this fucked up exam days are overr. but its not that bad. i am only scared of the compensation management paper. the rest were easy. ok maybe easy is a heavy werd. but the papers are managable. i told eu. im the king of last minute studies. wahahaha. i didnt blog cos i dont have time. and anyway i didnt have much to blog. imagine my week. staying at home studying till 11pm, went out to lepak wit erwin for a while, before going home to study, get my 2 hours sleep, and go to skool fer my paper around 7 plus. omg. wad a life. i miss soccer, clubs, gym and even silat. but hey, wad choice do i have?

just to vent out my anger, i hate driving thories. fuck. i failed my final theory evaluation fer like 3 times. and it took me 3 times to clear my basic theory. bila nak bawak m6 agaknyer eh?

hais. wadever u say. i just dunno wad to do anymore. just let it go wif the flow. i couldnt care more. cos the more i care, the more i get hurt, the more i get played.

2008-08-15T23:31:00.000+08:00

and these are the few pictures we took on national day's east coast outing.

2008-08-15T21:07:00.000+08:00

tuesday. nothing much happens. ianBerg and i went to woodlands, jurong west, gombak and geylang to check out the bazaar ramadhan stuffs. before meeting izmirBobby and yayat at night. we talked and played cards a lot and left for home about 4am. haha! it was that late.
wednesday. i usually looked forward to wednesdays. as on wednesdays, i get to see you. hilangkan raser rindu lah katerkan. but since its the exam period, theres no getting to see you. and trust me. though we hardly talked, i missed eu. staring at ur mesmerising eyes when u didnt notice me noticing eu. but oh well. guess i need to tahan lah. that evening, met haikalBison, izmirBobby, ianBerg, erwiNato, fiqPikachu and yayat along with two new gal frens, diyana and nadiah. we lepak-ed at bukit batok and played truth or dare, kings' game and buaya biawak. well we get to do stupid stuffs like grinding with our fellow frens and kissing guy-to-guy. maaaan. i would love to forget that experience but its fun though.
friday. FINALLY! international business is done over with. i studied like a maniac fer this paper. im so so scared of it. its like the hardest module to me; having case studies and stuffs. but it comes wif a catch. the moment i read the exam paper given to me in that cold air conditioned room, i caught a fever. damn. my forehead is like burning hot and my head becomes heavy. i was feeling soo fucked up that i cant think properly. but i just wrote down werds on my answer sheet. i hate that feeling the most. tears ran out of my eyes and i began to feel so hot. i finished the paper earlier and ran to the toilet. i vomitted and stumbled home. i found out i was on 39.2 degrees. thats bad. damnnn. i still got 3 more papers siaaa.
i got a stall at gombak. so to my frens, during ramdan, datanglah kdai mizie di bukit gombak yer. ader bermacam aneka makanan yg boleh digunakan untuk santapan buka puasa. ader epok-epok sengeeet, burger ketagih dan goreng pisang thailand dan mcm2 lagi laaah. lagi2 yg jualan abang2 hensem. so rugi lau tk dtg. nyahahaha.

i dont know. but i got a feeling tht the way u treat me now is just temporary. i dont wanna be hurt again. hurt is a better word rather than disappointed when u answer my question that time.

since i got nothing to do, i post my blood brothers photos! hehe.

izmirBobby

erwiNato

fiqPikachu

haikalBison

ianBerg

yatPelik

yayat

emie, my real sibling

2008-08-11T19:59:00.000+08:00

module name: international business

9 topics to study

this coming friday

i hate this module. its so bloody loooong when it comes to case study. and i absolutely has no interest in this module. i mean, wad the heck. its got more complicated werds than thai letters. anyway, sunday. met zaimi around 11pm. and we went to starbucks to meet haikal and imran. we went riding. i pillianed on zaimi's super fast rxz. but at geylang, his clutch just broke. and so we had to call a tow truck. it was about 4am. so i had to leave wit haikal first.

monday. went to the skool library. to return some books and revise some werk. i cant study at home lah. its too distracting. but i got bored so i watched a dvd there too. mum n dad didnt werk. so i went home early to have dinner tgeder. awww, anak tercontoh lah kan? and im back to mugging.

anywayy, fer the month of ramadhan, im opening a stall at the geylang bazaar. anybody wanna earn cash werking fer me? =)

i ever told myself to forget you.

that when i forgot about you, i will be happier.

but then i realise.

i need you to be happy.

2008-08-10T01:08:00.001+08:00

6am on 9th august 2008. that was the time i fell asleep on tht night. i donnoe why i really really realliiiie couldnt sleep. maybe it was due to thinking too much. about my life. my future. my career. and where i am now to my dreams. i certainly dont look like one who thinks about this kinda stuff but i do. and i woke up at bloody 8am to help my mum at her stall. went home at 1pm and at 3pm, i was off to east coast park. with erwinato, fiqPikachu, yatPelik, izmirBobby, ianBerg, yayat, ayie, hanis, seri and ina. the moment we arrived, we set up the tent and immediately, it rained heavily. so we ran into the tent and sat in it waiting fer the rain to stop. we played poker while getting partially wet in the tent cos there are some holes in the tent. nyahaha. but then it stopped. and we ran straight into the sea. mane tak bertambah demam. we get out of the sea at around 730pm. den we bathed and barbecued! oh erwin's family was there, so they gave us the foods and we bbq-ed! it was damn funn. we played raya songs in the background. tangkap feel raya laah kan. nyahaha. and the food we bbq-ed were oh-so-fcking-deliciousss! sedaaap seyy. hehe. but all the fun ends at 11pm. i had to go home cos of werk tmr. and so does some of us. so i can call it a HAPPY national day for me.
pictures will be uploaded soon.

if its me u're referring to, then yes.
i am still who i am and my feelings fer eu havent changed.
not one bit.
cos to me, ure more than special.

2008-08-07T22:40:00.000+08:00

come to think of it. yesterday night. slept at 4am. was having fever. but i mugged on my t&d notes all night. and todaay. i woke up at 8am. and mugged again. my god. how did i find the strenght to do the hardest ever work? which is getting up from my oh-so-comfortable-though-rundown-bed. katil aku dah belah dua akibat aku buat somersault di situ.
went to skool for my exam at 2pm. and it was a breeeze! jyeah JYEAH! i was laughing my sick head off. then it rained heavily. so i met haikalBison and wathced Hard Target at the library. slept hafway thru though. haha. went to bukit batok and met zaimi, izmirBobby, ianBerg, alawiyah and haikalBison. macam2 nickname eh kte? hehe. we planned fer this saturday and also talked about our motorbikes and upcoming cars. aku nye upcoming mazda 6 ooi! and i ran home around 10pm with rain drops on my head. makin demaaam.
i just realised. this year is gonna be the first year i got no couple. haha. couple dengan ianBerg laah.

aku nak pergi dbl o!

2008-08-06T23:18:00.000+08:00

studied from 11am for t&d exam tmr. but fell asleep on my laptop. air liur basi sak pat keyboard. hehe. i went for silat training. played truth or dare after that. midzi was fucking funny. he ran around shouting help help! thanks to me. nyahaha. anyway, i aint in the mood to blog.

AKU DEMAAAAAM!

2008-08-06T00:36:00.000+08:00

mondaaay. went to skool to study wif sherlyn till about 3pm. then went to meet lyndaaaaa! hehehe. met her outside clementi ite. den we went to vivo to watch the mummmmmyyy! gereeek per. fooh sengeeet. hehehe. after the movie we just chill together at vivo rooftop. went home about 10pm.
tuesday. accompanied erwinato to tan tock seng with ianBerg and liz. we had fun just being together doing stupid stuffs. den we went no ngee ann. ianBerg joined the training. he was sooo funny when kicking. macam muay thai sey! hahaha. we met zaimi at bukit batok around 9pm and had dinner tgederr. we lepak lepak lepaaaaak till around 12am.
to hate taggers. aku sunggguh malas nak layan karenah kental kamu. jatuhkan reputasi blog hamba ajer taaau. if u hate me, tell me straight okie? i dont give a shit anyway. nyahahaha.

good luck to eu okie?
=)

2008-08-03T21:49:00.000+08:00

saturday. celebrated my sis belated bday. we had two swensens cake, pizzas and garlic breads. yummm! garlic breads! i just love em. haha. then around 7pm, met zaimi, shikin, erwinato, yatPelik and ianBerg at city hall. went there wit my brother. but the place got so boringg that we headed to town. went to far east before chilling at starbucks where haikal werked. dpt air free lah kan. hahaha. just spending my day wit em is cool enough. we talked about everything under the sun. work, life, career, studies, NS and not forgetting the all around impossible subject, girls.
reached home late. cos erwin, emie and i sparred a little under the block. da lama tk sparring2 nie. haha.
sundaay. after helping at mum's stall, slept the whole afternoon. went jogging with emie at night. emie is my brother btw. haha. we skipped again. aku maseh kekok pat skipping saak. reached home around 920pm. and here i am blogging. hehe.
and to brudder2 aku, national day pegi east coast!

the last time i ever fell in love was 4 years ago.
i meant deep love.
and now, its happening again.

2008-08-01T20:11:00.000+08:00

i didnt have much to talk about lately. nothing unusual happened. but oh well. a blog is a blog. haha.
wednesday. went to silat training as usual. did runnings and sprintings. i begin to enjoy these kinda runnings which used to be torture to me. hehe. but tts all fer wednesday.
thurdsay. wad a night. i wanted to let go of all the projects stress. and it happened. haha. erwinato, hanis, elle, saiful and i. we went dbl o. we enjoyed ourselves. i believed we did. ahah. went home around 730am. we just hung around tht night. and when i woke up on 11am friday morning, i was so god darn sleepy, i slept in the bus standing on my way to skool. haha. oh well. tts about my 3 days this week. and oh, to my sister tht i loved the most in the world, happy 11th birthday nur ayuni atiqah!

i get the message.
i dont stand a chance ryte?
okay then.

2008-07-29T22:03:00.000+08:00

monday. bleaah. i found out that we need to re-do our integrated project report. we missed out some points. damn it. its gonna cost us a lot of marks. annoyed by my project mates, i just finished the whole thing my self. and i spend the night editing our final powerpoint slides. but around 3pm, i met ian'berg and we went to bugis. wanted to get myself a new top. but bugis has all the old stuffs. so we went to marina square. and i bought a top at bods bodyknits. cost me a hefty 50 bucks but its nice. and i like shopping with ian. he will bring you to shops you never knew existed with cool tops.
tuesday. we had our final presentation. it was fair. i didnt like our presentation one bit. but hell, its over. i soo need to win back the marks with my final exams. seems like everything is happening so quickly. oh yah, happy 21st bday ismail! i was so into the whole project thingy i forgot to whack him 21 times. ended school about four. went home, catch a nap before going skipping. my brother just bought this cool skipping ropes. and i borrowed erwin's dumb bells. so i have my own gym at home! but i skipped at the park. i found out skipping is more tiring than jogging though. wahahaa. i jussssst finished my T&D individual assignment. gotta get these fucked up projects outta my list. didnt go for silat cos i wanna finish this project. or maybe, cos i NEED to finish this project shits.
i apologise to some people out there. fer not giving u guys attention and spending time wit eu guys. i really am busy these few weeks with school. no hard feelings okie? after school's over im gonna make it up to you guys aite? okey lindaaa? okey efaaa? okey zaimiii? hahaha.

let's have a date.
just you and me.
just one date.
and i'll let out everything i want you to know all this while.

2008-07-27T21:53:00.000+08:00

saturdaaaay. NP silat had our outing at east coast park! it was hell of a fun time with them peeps. we got allll wet and threw allll the people in the sea! and the games were fun though there are only 3 games. haha. and we somersaulted in the sea together. in short, i had sooo much fun. this silat team is my family apart from my NL familia. i can click well with NP silat now. unlike last time. hehe. i reached ECP early with ipong, bob, apin, midzi, farhana, nabilah,arfah, azman and eiqah cos we were carrying the foods. including my mum's nasi lemaks. hope u guys like the nasi lemaks okehh. heh. we started by playing soccer followed by our group games. i got thrown into the sea as a result of sabotage by apin. our fun lasted till 6pm where some of us went to west coast to have our dinner. met linda there and i got free cempedak goreng! powerrr per. hehe.
sunday. i have to open my tired eyes as early as 8am and help at mum's shop. as usual, reached home about 3pm and slept til 6pm. hahaha. and im going to meet erwinato right after i blog this thingy and finish my project powerpoint slides. tmr after school meeting ian'berg and going bugissss. yeaaahoo.

whenever i look at eu, i would stand in awe.
and i would fall for eu like as if it was my love at first sight.
as hard as it seems to forget eu, its even harder not to fall in love with eu.
if only i were the same towards eu.
if only u liked me too.

2008-07-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

aaand i just came back from 2 boring Final Theory lessons. some more it was a coooool friday. i soo wanna sleep. met yatPelik, another of my bruder bontot, at bkt btk. he just booked out today. and honestly i miss him sia. hahaha. da mcm pompan aku ckp gtu.
nothing much happens this week. just tt im feeling super tired often lately. maybe cos of those intensive silat trainings and gymming. but im always in a steamy face and my eyes are like half closed most of the time. mcm mat drug gtu. haha.
i met somebody on tht fateful wednesday. and shhiiit me. why oh why didnt i tok to her. i dont even rmbr her name when haikal intro me to her. naper ko bdoh eh mizie?

oh please i hope its me.
cos i've been patient.

2008-07-21T20:49:00.000+08:00

monday. went to school and found out that the conclusion and executive summary of our final year project report is not done. i was fucking pissed i did the whole thing. i didnt even go for lunch. but i grabbed some sushis though. hehe.
after class i went to the gym. haikal was not free. so i went to the school gym all by myself. i didnt bring my shoe, so i didnt jog. but i hell did a lot of weight liftings. naek lenguh otot-otot tangan-tanganku ini. hahahah.
on my way to the bustop, i saw her. i realised NOW tht when i saw her my face was like stone-ing at her. mcm zombie saak. why oh why. but we said hi. and i brushed it off. haix.
and here's the update on the pukimak-pukimaks i have to do in school:

T&D individual assignment

Final Year Project Popwerpoint

~~Final Year Project Report~~

WISP Reflection Report

~~WISP Project~~

~~HumanComm Project~~

~~HumanComm Reflection~~

~~T&D Evaluation~~

these are all the shits i have to complete in this bloody month of July. so now u guys noe why im a busy sonofagun lately?

since i get to know you, i cannot get myself to fall for anyone else. even though some of em are really in my palm. u got tt special something. and till now, i dont know what. all tht i know is. im all over eu. when will you notice?

2008-07-19T00:26:00.000+08:00

i know its been loong. well, its been a looong and tiring week. so tiring i think i slept like 2 hours a day! and 8 hours at night. nyaahaha!

saturday. went out with my cuzzin zul and bro emie. wit my buddy erwin. went to town wif no main aim besides to window shop. den came along a long lost fren. zielaaa! and her two gfs. sooo, as guys, we just looked at each other, smiled and go "ziela, bley join korang?" and we spent the night at marina watching the fireworks wit the girls. turned out pretty fun. yeaahoo. we cam-whored wit efa's camera phone fer a while. hehe.

monday. spent the whole day at home. i didnt realise how much i missed my sister. just layan-ing her at home is funn. hehe. we went jogging tt night. just me n my bro. and oh. did i mention that some scumbag cut my hair so darn short tt i hate my hair so much now? so much for wanting to highlight my hair red. fucking barber.

tuesday. wore like a bloody smart office guy to skool. for IB presentation. den my groupmates head down to SMU fer our interview wit the HR management there. and guess wad. our 25 page final year report is die on the upcoming monday. fuck how hard can life get.

wednesday. after school at one went to bkt pnjg to meet efaaa! hehe. she's fun and has a much much more mature thinking thn most gerls i know. wow. and oh she's just a fren. fer now. heh. my boys will go like "mizie mizie *shakes head". den head back to skool fer silat. had campus run. silat was so much fun nowadays. the people are more and more bonded. and i soo like it. nyaahaha.

thursday. IS module projects presentation day. both presentations are successful though the slides are all prepared like 2 hours ago. nyahaha. mizie is king of last minute shits. wanted to do my report tt night. but then at 7pm came a call. "mizie, dbl o per?" and im like. "8pm jmper pat mrt." and so it happen. and again, dbl o gereek cm nak giler. haha.

fridaay. had IR class only. den had to head down to military police camp. drop my statement regarding the fight. and met my beloved brothers. and we watched BATMAN! DAMN I LOVE IT!

when is this final year fucks gonna end. and yah, napfa is in like 4 more days. and i cant pass pull ups. shiiiiiit.

im so trying hard to fucking forget eu.
when will you ever realise?

2008-07-08T23:36:00.000+08:00

damn.

i really really wished it was me.

i'm trying hard to get you out of my mind.

but first, its the heart that you must leave.

and by god.

ure still there.

2008-07-07T23:07:00.000+08:00

~~IB report~~

T&D evaluation report

Integrated Project task

Human Communication slides

WISP slides

Human Comm individual assignment

as you can see. im only done with one task. suddenly i really really missed vietnam. i wanna go baack! sobs. anw, http://npinvietnam2008.blogspot.com/ is the official blog. go there and see our trip's videos.
saturday. me win arina and emie went to town. just to hang around. met haikal at his starbucks werkplace fer some free frappucinos before heading to marina square to look out for some great sales. basically its a kill time saturday.
sunday was worse. finished my IB report (like finally) and met erwin, hanis yat and izmir. went town again. had some free fraps againn. hahaa. erwin bashed somebody on our way to mrt station. pompan sundal nye mataer. tu laaah. nk stand up sgt utk mataer sundal kau. kan erwin kasi kau peh muka.
all in all. my brain is still about projects. but heck. double o on thursday! see ya there melanie! i miss u laaah!

we made it straight. we're frens. strictly. but i dont get it. isnt that wad we are all this while? mabuk sungguh aku.

2008-07-05T13:10:00.000+08:00

thursdayy. ian berg, yat pelik, erwinato, indra, hanis and me. we met about 9pm at cineleisure. had our dinner at long john. we chat around and laugh about. before we head off to double o! we reached early. cos its cheaper. and i totally forgot its a ladies night until i saw all those chics inside and im like nari ladies night kaper siol? and i got my answer from tt glaring stare from ian berg signalling to me tht im dumb. it was a memorable night. its been long since i clubbed in singapore. hahaha.
friday. couldnt wake up for my 9am IEMP test. so i didnt go to skool. haha. at 5pm i met the NPsilat dudes to play soccer at kismis. we just kicked the ball around and played a few matches. at night went to bestari with yat and win and kam. i was so tired and sleepy i went home early. and here i am on a saturday morning having no plan for the day and having to finish like 3 [roject assignments. fuck skool.

hmm. i missed eu.

2008-07-02T03:28:00.000+08:00

and oh. friday yat,win,ian and me went to mediacorp. to watch FYI live. i get to meet, talk and take pic with huda ali live. so, TANKEW ARINA fer the tickets! i love euu! we came out on national television. like wtf. kena campak pat seat depan. malu saaak. and yat. ahahahha. he went on stage. lagi worse. tapi ko dpt norfasarie maen2 ngn rmbut kau, binaweh. but it was fun.
saturday. got our t&d workshop. see, this is our 3rd year project. and we are conducting a workshop fer the year 1 students. frm 9am to 5pm. and hell it was a success. i guessed our group went well. well enough to get praises frm the teachers. and good response frm the students. hee.
hhmm. we watched 2 movies fer the past 2 days. get smart and wanted. great shows. hahaha. get smart is FUCKING funny. and there's more shows i wanna catch. BATMAN is a must cos im a bat fan since im like 3. zohan, never back down, hancock, hellboy 2... and it goes on. =)

girls is a complicating subject. once u fall for them u're like in a trap. and the trap im in makes me almost sleepless for days. 'almost' cos i popped panadols. here's my question. why the sudden change? one time ure super frenly and the next u ignore me as if im not even human. and the worst part is. i dunno why. so pretty please. let me know why.

2008-06-27T02:15:00.000+08:00

vietnam was ohh-soo-motherfuckingg-fun!! i missed the 6 days there maaan. oh wtf. im still on holiday mood. the purpose of the business cohort going there is to visit a few companies and interview the management regarding their human resource practices and stuffs. boring ryte? so guess wad we did. we turned the whole trip into a fucking-fun-you'll never forget-one!

it happen on our first night. me, aaron, sherlyn and is wanted to go to the night market, instead, aaron's eyes saw a place that looks so bright. so we checked it out. and by GOD. we found a club. Club 008. we thought that it was just a normal boring club playing vietnam songs. but hell no. it was trance all over. and furthermore, drinks are like 40% cheaper! so wad the hell. we went back, changed, get around 8 of us there and danced!

and fer five nights straight, we went club and drink. and fer 5 mornings straight, we were all having hang-overs when we visit the companies. but i miss the club a lot man. the hostess girls were like wearing tight blazers and mini skirts. aduhaaai. zouk n mos sucked compared to this place maaan.

3rd day was fun. we went to the juchi tunnel where the vietnam war was held against the americans underground. maaan. the tunnel's as small as only one small person can fit. and we crawled in. in darkness and tightness. i cant see ahead of me. and theres this squeezy part, i have to tilt my body maan. and in that no ventilation tunnel, me and is have to, and we really HAVE TO break wind. so the whole stretch of people crawling behind us were like CAUCIBAI! satu tunnel bau dok. pics will be uploaded soon okie? =)

the last day spoiled my mood. we went fer trishaw riding and was happy as ever. until i realised i lost my hp. must have dropped it when i was on the trishaw. ninama caucibai. and i came home to Singapore without any phone. i lost everyone's number. luckily hers was in my head. heehee.

school has already started as normal. have the normal tutorials and stuffs. silat training and stuffs. and in case u guys out there dunno, ngee ann silat was the overall champion in the 2008 IVP tournament. i told you. we are that damn good!

i liked the way we are now. i treasure the close friendship we had. i dont ever wanna lose you. and i dont care who is in your heart ryte now as long as we're both close. closer than best frens could be. p.s. i knew you would like that chocolate.

2008-06-13T13:10:00.000+08:00

i thought of posting after the IVP event. but im just so bored now. friday, saturday and sunday. practically spent my days there for the IVP competition. ngee ann already holds overall champion in seni. congratulations to my seni mates. haikal lost his match. damn. he should have won though. and while watching these matches. i felt the envy. the pain in me. how i wish i could get in the arena and fight. if not for my stupid torn ligament. i would have been in the arena whacking those opponents off. darah naek, boringgg jer aku. but once again, congratulations to those who made it through and to all NP silat-ians, BANTAI BANTAI BANTAII!
tuesday. felt the laziness to go silat training. so i met up wit fiq, yat, ianberg and erwin. we went to town den to marina square; in search of slippers. hee. mine has run out so badly, i need a new one. but we didnt find any though.
had school on wednesday and thursday. i went for silat on wednesday. had a fun time with my silat mates. went to al-azhar for dinner after that. school on thursday and wednesday is about the pre-trip breifing. in case some of u didnt know, the business cohort is going to vietnam for our FYP projects on monday 16 june to saturday 21 june. so wish me luck. heh.
to the tagger who's shewhowishtoremainnameless, i wish to know who you are. curiosity is seriously killing me. internally though. wahaa.
i dont understand. one day u're different, the next day u're different. i dont get the message. its putting me to a whole world of confusion.

2008-06-05T13:06:00.000+08:00

monday was fantastic. yat, elfyan, erwin and i went to beach rd to buy some NS stuffs. den we had no other plans. so we called ian'berg. we went to jurong west and i had my hair cut. muker da mcm budak baek saaak. rambut ku sungguh pendek. arrgghh! den around 9pm. we went to marsiling and rented a car. and we went round and round singapore for the whole night till about 5am! we went changi, den to geylang. to explore the night life. geylang was a fun experience. macam macam pelacur ader. tsk tsk. we went to east coast park to chill by the beach before we headed home. not before rounding around a little.

sudah ku tenung dan ku pandang,

makin ku renung makin sayang.

2008-05-30T16:25:00.000+08:00

this whole week is e-learning week. so i got no school fer the whole week. but i went to school anyway. finish some last minute studying and sutffs. silats on tuesday and wednesday too.

monday. me, win, yat, haikal, ian and alawiyah went to warren gym on monday. we did some 2 hour plus workout. look below for the macam paham gym pictures.haha. till we are so pooped and bloody hungry. we head to bugis then around 4pm. erwin got his piercings he wanted from last year. and we went to marina square. i n win got ourselves a couple of shirts. indra, iqa, zaimi and shikin joined us at esplanade. we just chill around till eleven.
thursday. yat, elfyan, erwin, fadziah and i went cashbox to karaoke. its been long since we sang out loud. haha. we sang for about 4 hours. before having dinner at far east. then fyan win and me head to teck whye. met up with lya and her gerlfrens. we laughed and talked till about 11pm. narrowly missed the last bus home.

common test on saturday. werk on sunday. wad a weekend.

its not going away. my feelings fer eu has not budge at all. when would it stop killing me.

2008-05-25T20:07:00.000+08:00

saturdayy. silat frenly at toa payoh west cc. reached around 3pm. went there with haikal and alawiyah. and guess wad. i was allowed to fight. i was like yeaaaaaaaaahhhhhhoooooooo! dah laaaama aku tk fight. naek gian. i was like sooo kekok seyy. its been like 5 months since i sparr. but oh well. fight ajer laah. and thank god. i won. woohoo. my opponent's tore his pants during the match and the whole crowd was like laughing at him. hahaha. pity him.
went to orchard after that. caught up wif yat, fadziah, hanis, erwin and azmel. went for dinner before pool-ing. and as usual yat and erwin lost to me cos they shoot the eight ball into the wrong pocket. and as usual lah, mizie menang dorang cara sakit hati. AHAHHAHA. padan muka korang. then me n erwin lepak-ed till about 2am at bkt batok. ade chix baru werk at m mart dookk. hahhaa. in all, a tiring day indeed.

i wanna make eu mine lah can?

2008-05-23T10:13:00.002+08:00

projects and school shits has been keeping me busy these days. tuesday. silat as usual. did a lot of quads training. smpai lenguh kaki aku. there's this new silat gerl. as in just joined. her name is shahidah or sth. she's wearing a bn lay sec p.e. shirt. so i asked her. "skola boonlay kan? kenal rumida?" and shes like, "yaah. how do ya noe her?" i just smiled and muttered,"hmm. shes a...erm.. fren of mine." (that gerl was my ex) and then she looked at me with a kind of face only God noes how it looks like and exclaimed," YOU are mizie? aww man." im surprised by her reactions. so i asked how she noe me. and she said," oh i have heard a lot about you. and they aren't positive things." im like ooookaaay. and i swear i never wnna talked to her anymore. buat maalluuu jer.
wednesday. skipped silat. got a dinner session with the HR Business committee members together with Ms Soh and Ms Fong. we went to sakura cuisine at west coast. its a buffet thing. and we're like bashing thru the queues for the foods. sedaaap wooi. some more the teacher treat us. laaaagi sedap, makan free! and im like so full, it fills me up till the next day. nyahaha.
and yeah. saturday. silat frenly at toa payoh west cc. ni kalau aku tk dpt fight jugaak, aku melalak aaah.
happy birthday fyzaaaa! =)

im gonna make u notice me. even if it take years. cos i really am crazy about you. you noe who u are.

2008-05-18T18:46:00.000+08:00

saturday. in commenmeration (did i fucking spell it right?) of erwin's belated birthdaay. we went to sentosa to have a day of fun and fun and more FUN! the peeps who make it happen are: haikalBison, yatPelik, elfyan, fiqPikachu, indraSky, ayie, alawiyah, iqaOshin, lya, shida, arina and syazwani with her girlfrenss. we reached about 4pm. being so excited, i start taking out the frisbee and tossed it to fiq. we were on the side of palawan beach where there are rocks and the sea is already the open sea. after just five darn throws, i threw it too hard that the frisbee flew into the open sea. all of us looked in awe as it flew and when it landed on the sea, all sorts of curses reached my ear. nyahahaa.
we played a little rugby, soccer and volleyball. but then it was the fun part when we bathed in the sea. we played carrying each other on the shoulders. and i purposely climbed on ayie. ahaha. dektu dah lah kecik, naek meraaah muker dier. and i was the centre of laughter when i sommersault into the water. i didnt jump further enough and landed kelepek on the wet sand. maaaaluuu siaaa. haha. we stayed till around 8pm, sitting by the beach and talking. gave erwin his belated bday bash right in front of wani's clan. hahaa. and we headed home.

when i was asleep, my eyebrow stud slipped out. and when i woke up in the morning, the hole is shut tight. FUCCCK! waste my moneeeyy siaaa!

i dont know wads the next move. it seems so useless.

2008-05-14T16:35:00.000+08:00

mondaaaay. finished at 1pm. met haikalBison and alawiyah fer a quick bite. before heading to dover to meet tashaaaaa. we went to bugis. and i got my wish. the wish i had since i was 15. i finally, FINALLY pierced my eyebrow. yeaaaah! and it cost a mere 8 bucks. nyahaha. im like so nervous and scared of the pain. sekali not painat at all. as in AT ALL. badan jer besar, tapi penakot. haha.
we then head to marina for pizza. before walking all the way to clarke quay. and sat by the river till about 8 plus. i like watching the scenery there. especially when the bungee goes off. and i sooo want to ride that shit siaa. then we went to tashaa's place at sembawang. till i went home about 1045pm. ngantok giler siaa.
tuesday. got HR bonding day at 4pm. i was the emcee of the event. and wad a success it is! mesti aah. ader mizie and ismail. hahaha. we had so much fun though. hee.

get well soon okay? =)

2008-05-11T14:19:00.000+08:00

friday. ended school at 3pm. so i went to warren gym with my brother. we left around 6 plus and met erwin and elfyan. went for dinner at west mall's kfc. as we got nothing to do after that, we saw a couple of guys playing soccer. so we joined. hee. we were so kekok. dah lamer tk maen katerkan. haha.
saturday. played soccer at mount faber safra at 11am with yatPelik, erwiNato, fyan, azmel and haikalBison. we won all the games. against some of erwin's camp mates. and mizie scored with a header kapeeer. fulermaaaak power ah. wahahaha. -_-
at 8pm. got bbdc class. for an hour. before meeting up with my brother, erwin, yat and azmel again. we went to bukit batok cc for dangduttt. woohoo. hahaa. lamer tk gelek. and we went gelek-ing till about 10 plus. we slacked for a while wif fyza joining us.
today is mothers' day! i helped her at the shop in the morning. then me and sister went swensens' to buy her a cake. and emie, my bro at home, cooked mee hailam for us. yummaay! he sure knows how to cook. and i know how to finish it up. ahaha. i love you, mama!
and to my blood brother erwinato. happy birthday bro!

what hurts the most. is being so close and having soo much to say.
but the werds cant come out. cause u still seem soo faar.

2008-05-08T14:34:00.001+08:00

i so wanna fucking play for the IVP! im itching to spar! leg, pleasee cure fasst okey?

2008-05-06T23:00:00.000+08:00

got HR congress on monday. at grand copthorne hotel. so the whole business cohort doing HR elective reported there at 6am (pukiwaaak) in formal tees and start werk. we were volunteer student helpers. so we're like ushering the fuck VIPs in the ballroom and have to stand while they give their oh-so-boring speeches.manggkok. i wonder how they pass their presentation in school. i can give a waaaay better presentation siot. anw, we were suppose to be at our designated station at all times. but ismail and me just went out. we wanted to go Great World. ahaha. tapi aru 10am. kedai mane bukak. haa.
school was fun today. went to JP during lunch in ismail's van with haikal. den go class. got released early. so, i video-ed at library aah. hahaa. hobby katerkan. den got silat training. a little physical. run up the stairs and sprinting. bare foot some more. blister lah sey. i like the silat peeps. the batch now is sporting and fun. cheers!

hope eu like it. =)

2008-05-04T11:54:00.000+08:00

yesterday. went to marina wif my dudes and dudettes. to watch the great IRON MAN! woohoo~ shiela, hanis, erwiNato, yatPelik, ianBerg and elfyan. and it was yat's birthday. 21st birthday lah sey. haha. ko naseb baek zaimi accident. lau tak, kau yg accident. so we reached marina around 4pm. but the show is at 620pm. so we went round and round marina. and cos its yat's bdae, we drank to toast! yeah! padahal yg minum 2 org jer. haha. den yat got his bdae bash. in the toilet. he was pissing when all of us attacked. hahah. then we went for a bite at long john. and head for the movie. our seats are like 2nd row from the front on the right side. so
all of us were like tilting to one side. lepas wayang, sumer kepala senget sebelah.
after the movie, we wanted to chill around some place. went to esplanade. tapi malangnya, sungguh ramai budak2 merepek. we just walked all the way to clarke quay. and sat by the river. we just have fun talking craps and playing games. haha. before heading home aroound 11pm.
to yatPelik. happy birthday bro!

yeaaah! when i receive her msg im like. yaaahooo! =)

2008-05-01T11:32:00.001+08:00

wednesday. went to school at 11am. cos i slept quite late the day before. then after class at 1pm. went to marina square with ismail on his bike. he was looking for an mp3. and i was looking for something special. hee. i bought my stuff. then we head to funan. only to find nothing there before we go to queensway. ismail bought a bag. and i fell in love with a crumpler bag which cos only $70. fuck. damn i got not enuff money then. we headed back to school and went for the HR meeting. before i found out yat and azmel are at cosway point. is tompang-ed me all the way there.

met erwin at yishun cos we gona play soccer there. with yat, azmel and a few others. my knee is improving. so far no signs of cracking again. thank god. i hope it will heal so soon, i can start sparring again.
she's not showing any good signs. maybe i should forget about it altogether.

got some edited pics. so got nth to do. post them lah. hee.

2008-04-29T22:17:00.000+08:00

i was suppose to be in school at 9am at the darn boring lecture. but instead im at home smiling in my dream. hee. i was god darn tired. cos i played soccer yesterday. with yatPelik, azmel and erwiNato. we didnt lose sey. walaupon da berzaman tak maen bola. haha. but anyway. i went for tutorial just now. at 2pm till 4pm. den i went to the library and watched there's something about mary alone. and i laughed. alone. hahaha. cant believe i didnt watch this old show last time. but the movie makes me realise. maybe there is also something about her. that makes it hard for me to not think of her everytime. aiyo. aper bomoh aku da kena nie.
i went silat after that. it was a slack training. just some kicking about. and then all of us like went lepak-ing at cheers. and we joked around and even sang a birthday song for nabilah. cos it was her bdae tmr. then all of us headed home.

you got my eyes on eu. maybe even my heart with eu.

2008-04-27T21:23:00.000+08:00

i been wondering these few days. and i reallie mean wondering. all sorts of questions run in my mind. is my heart just playing around? or has my heart really fall? i cant seem to make out her actions. maybe its because i didnt tell her. but then again. should i tell her, when she shows no sign at all? hurts? of cos it hurts. but maybe she didnt know. and the biggest question to me. why am i like this? im never this towards girls. it has always been like gi mampos lah. ape aku kesah. but towards her, i just do not seem to be myself. i had sleepless nights thinking of all these questions. and when i see her, i'll be like looking at her and wondering away. i can stare at her and bedazzled. but i cant stare at her at the same time cos it kinda struck me inside. well, only time can tell.

2008-04-24T22:53:00.000+08:00

it was a dull thursday. first, there's IS classes. which i find sooo F-ing boring. from 1pm to 5pm some more. hah, amek kau. so im like dozzing off almost half the time. either that or im drawing nonsense on my papers.
we're suppose to meet today after class. but she had project to do, so we cancelled the meeting but arrange fer a 'make up' tomorrow. so, im eagerly waiting for tmr 5pm to come. hee. but the thing hit me. the one that makes myself say to myself, "tu lah kau, siang2 dah jatuh hati. amek kau." her pm was about somebody she has been loving. for like years. and she misses that someone. and she wanna meet that someone. and im like over here mcm stunt tgk pm tu. oh well, u cannot get everything u want in ur life.

and i spend the whole time, waiting fer ur sms. or call. cos i guess my hearts' fixed on eu.

2008-04-23T01:15:00.000+08:00

school was fun today. i didnt do any tutorial. but got off. so ape lagi. participate in class! im like answering questions here and there. and the teacher is like. wow, mizie not bad huh. haha. padahal padahal. participation 10% siaaa. wahaha.
i failed my basic theory evaluation yet again. aduhaaai. passing mark 90%. and guess wad. 89% sioool! i got like 62/70 questions ryte. fuckkk. waste my money.
before that i got silat. and im like whoaaa. so many new freshies. about 20 sia. and there are a few good ones. i sooo want my leg to cure badly. REALLY BADLY. i wanna spaar. i want to!

yesss. tk sia2 pi silat. dpt number dier! woohooo!

2008-04-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

forbidden kingdom. wahaha. wad a movie. sampai sun sukong sumer ader. wahaaa. watched the 445pm show at yishun GV with yatPelik, haikalBison, alawiyah, erwiNato and masturaaaa. kwn baru erwin. hehe. KAWAN kaper. but we had fun. lepas tu just lepaking and stuffs.
im still shagged siaaa. cos i woke up at 9am. and went ot the gym. fuuuh. sorry for the short post. head not thinking straight and i soo need a massage. wahaaa.

that new gerl in silat just melts me. =)

2008-04-19T21:17:00.000+08:00

tadi was sooo fun! got silat orientation activity day. so there are freshies coming in, joining our silat familia. we started off with the usual ice breaking games. whacko, reverse whacko, blow wind blow and stuffs. which i had to dangdut as a forfeit. gelek2 aku dibuatnyer. den we showed the freshies some silat basic techniques before heading to play games. and its like so shit. haha. i got my face and half my body covered with flour. and im so soaking wet. but nvm, its part of the fun. i havent had dis much fun though. and i dun think today will be fun without me and haikal.
and to end a tiringly fun day, i want the picturess!